Into the White Tower (Attn anyone)

Novice Medaea sur Yvaine, Written by Taryn
Posted on Tue, May 18, 2010 11:47 am

The Aes Sedai waiting for them with the red-fringed shawl wrapped loosely about her shoulders had white-gold hair just past her shoulders arranged in tiny braids with red beads affixed to the ends that clicked when she turned to greet them.  A full mouth with pouty lips was covered by a diaphanous red veil and eyes impossibly dark brown that contrasted with the light color of her hair.  Her dress covered her from chin to the ground with white and black embroidery along her sleeves and collar, but the silk clung to the woman’s slender form almost more revealingly than the Mayener fashion.

Red—that would mean the Red Ajah.  Sarifa Sedai had explained that many women wore predominantly colored clothing to display their Ajah even when they didn’t wear the shawl.  And Red Ajah meant severe from what Sarifa had shared.  The Red Ajah dedicated their lives to hunting down men who could channel and stopping them from going mad by gentling them.  However, the Mayener woman was caught off guard when the Red Sister broke out into a smile.  “Welcome to Tar Valon, Medaea.  And it is good to have a Sister return.  It’s been five years since you have been in the Tower, Sarifa.  I’m Devora Sedai of the Red Ajah.”

Dropping into a curtsey, the exact depth of a Novice to an Aes Sedai, Medaea rose and gave a nod of her head.  “Thank you for your welcome, Aes Sedai.  I look forward to placing my name in the Novice books.”

The Red Sister’s pale brow rose and she glanced to Sarifa.  “If the Three Oaths didn’t bind us, I would swear you lied through your teeth about what her life will be like.”  Her dark eyes pinned Medaea and for an instant, she glimpsed the severity and harshness of their Ajah.  “In a week you’ll spend every night crying into your pillow, in three weeks you’ll be thinking that you want nothing more to go home and in twelve you’ll wish your mother never kissed your father.  This is not an easy life, Medaea and I think I shall find you in half a year to see if you still feel the same.”

With their luggage loaded onto an open carriage, Devora ushered them into their seats and they were soon winding their way through the paved streets of Tar Valon.  While the two Aes Sedai spoke in soft tones, Medaea allowed herself to take in the masonry of the Ogier and the wonders that they built.  Within five minutes they had passed through no less than four large plazas with towering fountains and swept by buildings that were fanciful seashells, crashing waves, twisting spires and what looked to be a blue cat curled up.  But most impressive was the White Tower jutting from the center of the city, gleaming and proud.  What had appeared large from a distance was immense and looming as they drew closer.

“Cleansed!  I had felt something some time back for certain, a strength and power in the weaves like nothing I’d ever felt, but are you certain?!”  Sarifa’s voice had rising in pitch.

“It’s affirmed.”  Devora nodded, her beads clacking together for emphasis.  “With some of the Aes Sedai returned bonded to Asha’man, we know it for truth.  The madness no longer progresses, but the Yellows have been unable to regress it with Healing, while the wasting sickness can evidently be Healed now, which is a relief to some.”

Medaea listened with half an ear but their conversation turned low once more and she was unable to follow anymore. Saidin cleansed—what would that mean for Devora’s Ajah?

Almost suddenly the carriage broke through the boulevard and the large square that spread out before the White Tower sprawled before them.  The base of the White Tower stretched in either direction, the plaza dotted with men and women in different colored clothes, from rough woolens to fine silks of every cut.  Drawing to a side entrance, Devora descended from the vehicle and Medaea followed after.  Safira put a hand to Medaea’s arm and drew her aside.  “More has changed than I had realized, Medaea, but much remains the same.  Please remember what I advised you and you will do well.”

“Thank you, Safira Sedai for all that you have done for me.”  Medaea dropped into another curtsey and watched the woman give a small smile before walking briskly toward a large set of doors.

Devora began walking and Medaea had to skip a couple of steps to catch up to the woman.  Although Medaea was taller by a few inches, the woman’s shorter legs covered ground quickly, leading her through a great hallway and to a large curving stairwell that rose up and and up through the ivory stonework.  “Once your name is placed in the Novice books, you will be provided with standard dresses in your size and all necessary accessories.  The White Tower will provide for you all that you need while you remain here.  You will have a single room to yourself, though I suspect it will be something of a culture shock for you, and within a couple of days your chore and lesson list will be posted you will be expected to follow it.”

Medaea felt herself grow winded from the continued climb up the stairs, but Devora Sedai hardly seemed to notice the exertion.  “Meals are served three times a day, however if one of your chores is to assist with the serving, you will be allowed a twenty minute allotment in order to eat before and then you will be expected to do your assigned tasks.  Failure to appear for any of your lessons or chores, or finding yourself idle where you are not supposed to be will not be tolerated.  Channeling without supervision is strictly prohibited and will result in a visit to the Mistress of Novices’ office. Ah, here we are.”

The hallway they walked along was wide and brightly lit from sunlight that somehow seemed to make it through to the center of these corridors.  They stopped before two wide pale arched doors and Devora pressed through.  The antechamber was net and orderly with two women sitting in chairs, their plain white dresses at odds with the colorful decorations and their red, tear stained faces.  A woman dressed in golden linen and white embroidery along the neckline looked up from her desk.  “Ah, you have brought our newest to us at long last.  Be welcome, Medaea, I’m Ranael Sedai and I assist the Mistress of Novices in getting your name into the books.  Come.”

The process was surprisingly quick.  A few details about her full name, date of birth, nation of residence and that was it.  Devora then led her back to the stairwell and up once again, the wide spirals taking them higher and higher into the heights of the White Tower.

They stopped on a floor that looked like every other floor that they passed and she was led to a narrow mahogany door that looked like every other door in the hallway.  Opening the door, Medaea schooled her face to stillness as she took in the stark white walls without so much as a crevice to allow in light.  A single bed, chest at the foot of it, chair and desk with lamp were all that furnished the room, as well as three bundles laying neatly tied on her bed.

“This is the end of where I assist, Novice Medaea.”  Although it wasn’t the honorific of “Sedai”, Medaea felt a small thrill at the official sound of her new life.  “You will be given an hour to change, place your new belongings into rights into your room and then another will be along to show you the necessary places that you will be expected to attend.  For the next month you should expect that another, older, Novice will be assigned to assist with your acclimation to the Tower, and then you will be on your own.”

Medaea once more sank into a curtsey.  “Thank you, Devora Sedai.”

The Red gave her a smile that held no warmth behind the veil.  “Don’t thank me yet, Novice Medaea.  I shall see you in six months.”

Looking around her room as the door closed, Medaea’s gaze fell upon the packages.  Unwrapping them revealed five white wool dresses and shifts that looked to be twins to the ones she’d seen on the girls earlier.  Belts, a pouch, stockings and slippers—all seemed to be correct in her size.  The final package was filled with a couple leather-bound books—one filled with what appeared to be a rulebook for Novices, another blank, for whatever purpose that could serve.

No time like the present.

Managing the laces of her dress had become easy since leaving Mayene and being forced to wait on herself on the ship.  Slipping out of her amethyst silk dress for what was probably the last time in some while, she folded it gingerly and with some care on the bed before donning her new clothes.  The wool was fine, though not as soft as her silk, and the stockings and slippers were just as common.  She grimaced and immediately swallowed it.  If she were going to be Aes Sedai, she would need to temper her arrogance over things such as clothes; it was a small thing to endure for the larger goal.

With the last button in place, Medaea smoothed at the plain white woolens and looked around her room again.  Stark and Spartan, the Aes Sedai had been right regarding the shock.  Her closet was larger than the whole of this room and yet she would be expected to live in this room for as long as they required her.

Sitting in the chair to wait for whomever had been assigned to show her about the Tower, Medaea considered her situation and what steps would need to be taken.

The first thing was chores—she would need to discover who set up the schedule of chores and find a way to have only the least onerous of them assigned to her.  It would be slow and delicate work but Medaea surmised she’d have at least three years, perhaps four before she became Accepted.  Yes.  No more than four years.  The second would be to determine the hierarchy of Novices within the Tower.  Most assuredly those who had been in Novice whites for longer might hold more sway or influence, but perhaps not.  She would need to find the strongest and quickest of the bunch and first befriend them and then turn them to her.

Tapping her finger to her lips thoughtfully, Medaea continued to consider the situation and what needed to be arranged.  The third would be determining which rules were those which would have her sent to the Mistress of Novices and which could be bent enough that it would be overlooked.  Fourth, the working class in the White Tower.  It was certain that servants notoriously heard things that they ought not, she would need to discover a way to earn their trust and have them tell her tidbits that others might not hear.  Knowledge was often power, and in a place such this where Daes Dae’mar was certain to be played by Aes Sedai, the more she knew the better she could play.

A knock sounded on her door, firm and assertive.  Her guide.  Standing, she looked about the room to assure herself that even now nothing remained out but her old dress.  Not only was her room tidy but it was one that would show nothing of herself beyond her former station and country.  “Come.”  She replied after a moment.  Control of a situation led to control of those within the situation. Her father’s wise words were never more true in a place such as this.


OOC:  Hello!  This is open to anyone who would like to be set up as Medaea’s guide for her first day in the Tower.  =)  Please see her biography for more detail on who she is!

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“Again, child.”

Medaea’s shoulders straightened imperceptibly. Again, child. It was the “child” that chafed against Medaea. As a woman grown and married for two years, she was little but a child. But for the past two weeks as they made progress up the river toward Tar Valon, Medaea had been subjected to such appellations and more from the Aes Sedai on a daily basis. “Child, fetch water for our tea.” “You shall have to assist with the dishes in the galley if you can’t be trusted to hold your tongue.” She had been keenly aware that upon entering the White Tower her rank and status as a noblewoman would mean little, but once Medaea had agreed to enter as an initiate, Sarifa Sedai’s attitude completely changed with her into one of all-knowing Aes Sedai and Novice.

The corner of her lips quirked into a quick smile before it was gone and her blue eyes studied the Aes Sedai a moment. “Whatever it is that you’re trying, Sarifa Sedai, it will not work for the hundredth time just as it didn’t work a ninety-nine times before. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.”

Sarifa Sedai’s countenance darkened, her eyes flash with icy fire. “In the White Tower, such things—“

“Will not be tolerated, yes. You have spoken to me of the rules, Aes Sedai. But we are not in the White Tower, I am not yet a Novice, nor am I subject to you or these fruitless lessons. If you will excuse me, I shall take a turn about the deck and enjoy fresh air.” Medaea stood without any dismissal from Sarifa Sedai, satisfied that the woman’s mouth was working silently.

As the fresh breeze pulled at Medaea’s long tresses, the warm spring air refreshing after the stale confines of their room, she considered the woman who had discovered her. Sarifa Sedai’s face was smooth, a general indication of all Aes Sedai, but through small pieces found in conversation Medaea would guess that the woman had only been Aes Sedai for about ten years and she was a few years younger than even her father. Age does not provide wisdom, Medaea. Her father’s words, wise as they always were, rang in her memory. For two weeks, Sarifa had been attempting to have Medaea embrace saidar, but it was apparent after the first five lessons that Medaea had what Sarifa Sedai classified as a “block”.

The woman had been a mule—persistent and dogged to determine what the block was so that it could be broken. However, as each day progressed, it was the same. Imagine the rosebud, become the rosebud. Not once had she felt the light and warmth that the Aes Sedai had prattled on about.

“I do be good to see you walking about the deck, my Lady.” Medaea turned with a warm smile for the captain Saellie’s Dream. The Illianer man’s barrel chest puffed out at her look and he tugged sharply on the ends of his coat before brushing at the narrow beard running along his jawline. “The Aes Sedai do keep you too long belowdecks and the crew and myself do enjoy your lively company.”

“I fear that my time in the cabin is mostly due to the Aes Sedai’s sleeping habits, Captain.” Medaea said, a gentle hand resting on the railing, allowing for a minor frown to touch her lips. She felt a strange surge of power that always came right before she got something she wanted, the whole world just seemed brighter and the words that left her lips a bit smoother. The captain looked on her with a countenance less interested and more rapt. “Perhaps if I were to—“

In an instant that bright warm feeling was gone and Sarifa Sedai stood at her elbow, face thunderous. “Captain, you will excuse us.” The man’s rapt expression paled and Medaea watched with frustration as he nearly scampered away, bulky form moving so quickly. She was sure that he would—“I suppose that I know a portion of what blocks you now, and why you have been so unsuccessful with me. The weaves you were using on that man!” Medaea’s whole world nearly turned on its end as Sarifa Sedai took her arms and shook her fiercely. “When we break your block, you will forget whatever it is you learned before you came to the Tower, child! If any Sister knew even a tenth of the weave you were trying, they would consider stilling you!”

Enough was enough. Medaea wrenched her arm free of the womans’ grip and pinned her with an icy stare. “You will not put your hands on me in such a way again, Sarifa Sedai. You will explain to me what it is that I have done that is so atrocious and you will explain why. And then you will explain to me what you suspect of my block. And then I will determine what will be done. Not you.”

The Aes Sedai stared at her again, the emotions that had been rolling across her features now settled into a frozen mask. Only a corner of her lips turned up as she replied, “You may find that the White Tower won’t be to your liking, Medaea and that how you are treated now will be how you are treated there. If you are unable to accustom yourself now, you may find yourself running back home before your reach the Shawl, no matter your potential.”

Inclining her head, “How I react when I am a Novice compared to how I react as a noble of Mayene traveling to Tar Valon are beyond your concern. “

Sarifa Sedai looked at her a long moment, eyes unreadable and flat. “Very well. I believe your block is linked to your feelings of superiority over another. Based on the weave that I saw and despite your attitude with me now, I suspect you can’t channel unless you think they are weaker than you in will.” Medaea gave a minor nod but remained silent. “The weave you used…” Much of Sarifa’s anger faded from her eyes and she shook her head with a soft sight. “Compulsion is forbidden, Medaea and I spoke to you more out of fear for what might happen to you than anger. As a Blue, we learn a small, minor weave that, but this—what you have done, it is not right, and the Tower would birch you if you used it.”

Medaea felt herself relax to the Aes Sedai. A simple explanation rather than a demand would have gone so much further. “I understand, Sarifa Sedai.” She understood that it was one of those things that she could never openly use in front of another. Not if it meant getting caught.

The woman looked at her warily a moment before nodding. “I think that you do, finally.”


“Tar Valon, starboard side!”

The island of Tar Valon had loomed on the horizon for a full day before the ship coasted languidly into the port of South Harbor. What had gleamed from a distance to Medaea’s eyes now dazzled. Spires rose like spun glass among fancifully created buildings that were anything from crashing waves to animals laying on the ground. To have read about Tar Valon in her books in Mayene was to describe the sunset. With the sun cresting its zenith, the alabaster stone glimmered and dazzled with a radiance that took her breath away.

Leaning against the railing as the soft breeze caressed her skin, Medaea smiled with unashamed wonder and bemusement. She heard the soft slippered steps of the Aes Sedai approach and then the woman’s form lean with her. “It never ceases to amaze me.” Sarifa’s voice was soft. “I recall my first sighting of it with Dragonmount looming overhead and it seemed to rear out of its shadow defiantly. Even living in the White Tower and seeing the city every day, you never get used to it.”

“The Ogier created something wondrous, for certain.” Medaea concurred. The Aes Sedai glanced over at her, a brow raised in surprise and Medaea laughed. “My father always had grand plans for me—if I wasn’t going to become First of Mayene, it might have been Queen of Saldaea or High Lady of Tear,” Medaea swept a hand out to the city. “Or simply a Mayener Lady in Tar Valon.”

Sarifa Sedai turned fully to Medaea, her countenance serious. Since the discovery of Medaea’s block and their frank conversation, tension had been eased between them. Although not peers, the Aes Sedai no longer called Medaea ‘child’ and she provided much more information than she withheld.

“Medaea, we spoke once of this in anger, but let me counsel you once again. The White Tower will appreciate the independence and backbone you possess, but only once you’ve proven that you can be malleable and biddable. Novices are expected to do what they are told, when they are told without any explanation. Channeling saidar is dangerous and the Sisters will know the pitfalls for you to avoid.” Sarifa took in a deep breath. “It will not do for you to show too much spirit or independence too soon. Do you understand?”

Despite the rough start the two women had started on, Medaea felt a minor warmth for the woman. Giving a bare curve to her lips, she nodded. “I understand, Sarifa Sedai. I can become what is needed in order to earn what I want. And if they require a docile Novice who learns quickly and minds her tongue, then they shall have it.”

They watched as the ship was tied to the docks, men scurrying up and down the ship and ropes with agility even as a man brought their belongings to deck to transport. Standing at the docks amid the chaos was a woman in a red fringed shawl, countenance turned up to watch them as if discerning what was being said. Sarifa cast Medaea a slanted look and she laughed, “Light, I don’t think the Tower is ready for someone like you. I have a feeling that you’ll either end up at the top of whatever Ajah you choose or exiled out to a homestead in the Caralain Grass.”

Medaea flashed the woman a brilliant smile. “Then you know me very well, Sarifa Sedai.”


OOC:  Wooooh, look who is back and starting out as a Novice again, I can't wait to wreak some good ol' fashioned havoc once more!  bwahahahaha.  Give me one more post to get her in the Tower and then I'll open it up for some sorry sap--I mean member to approach her.  =)

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