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Byran & Asha'man Iris:
"Coming Away"
Asha'man
Byran al'Korwyn
It
was bloody Sunday. Worst of all, Poettre had told him that they
were to host the festivities this holiday! Light help him, but he was
actually hoping that he could have managed to sneak away from all that
nonsense and go… Well, elsewhere. He wasn’t quite sure where he was going
to go yet, but Byran had a decent idea; one he did not even want to contemplate.
Instead, he was drug about the flaming complex all day by one person or
another, who had no clue what Poettre had in store for him.
That wasn’t the worst of it! Byran had purposely avoided Iris, since a
few days prior. Blood and ashes, the woman had tried to kill him,
all before he knew what was actually happening! That was one of the worst
parts of it, the one which got underneath his coat most of all. Sore from
being thrown against the wall of the Infirmary’s private rooms, he had
helped Iris in to bed so she could rest for the night. Then he had holed
himself up, wondering if it was or wasn’t a good idea to find a strong
bottle of liquor and not venturing out into the light of day for a good
long while. Of course, there was this newest rank that no one knew about
that was messing with his thoughts.
So many things were tugging his mind in different directions. It was almost
with an absent-minded air that he managed through the day as well as he
did. The clothing for Tahmelah had been delivered to her bunk, set there
neatly by some other hand. Byran was not about to be the one to do such
a thing. The Infirmary was yet another priority, and there were blessedly
few injuries. So few that the man was actually bored for the first
time in months. Trent offered such ‘enlightening’ conversation too! Well,
they eventually ended up in a debate about the human body – which always
seemed to be the topic between those two – which became rather heated.
The pair even continued it over the heads of those they were Healing,
it was that humdrum in the Infirmary.
But now Byran was eyeing the Traitor’s Tree and its ghastly glow, wondering
whose bloody bright idea that was. Poettre had not been seen for a majority
of the afternoon, which was hardly any surprise, all things considering.
So it was that disapproving stare which graced the Tree for quite some
time, seeing no visible weaves, which meant that they must have inverted
it. Or females had constructed the lights. Thinking about that for a moment,
Byran realized that he really did not care any longer. But now, the festivities
were beginning, noted by the multitudes of Gateways being opened by Dedicated.
Light, he had been that rank just weeks ago! Blood and ashes!
Then someone snagged his arm. Turning his glare on whomever it was, Byran
caught sight of Poettre, and then the stairs to the dais erected for the
festival. No, no! He cannot be dragging me up there! For that was
what the man was doing at this point, literally dragging Byran
along by the arm as if he were some errant child! Scowling at the man’s
back, he mounted the dais along with Poettre, announcement ringing hollow
in his ears.
“Welcome to the Black Tower! I am very glad to welcome all of you to our
grounds and our Sunday festivities. I know you’re all dying to get to
the alcohol—particularly you Soldiers and novices—so I will not delay
your celebration for much longer. I would just like to announce that as
always, the Tower has an ulterior motive for insisting on hosting the
Sunday festival here instead of at its customary location, the White Tower—I
would like you to congratulate the Black Tower’s new Tsorovan’m’hael,
Asha’man Byran al’Korwyn, and more importantly, its new M’Hael, myself,
Asha’man Poettre Valis.” With a proud flourish, he finished, “Enjoy your
Sunday!” The obviously unprepared speech was delivered in a rushed tone,
as if the man actually had important things to be on about. Well, Byran
wasn’t all too sure where bedding Novices ranked on the M’Hael’s list
of priorities.
But just like that, it was done. Byran hopped off of the dais as soon
as possible, ignoring the salutes from… Asha’man. Now that was
a disconcerting sight. He had always been taught to never partake in sins
of the flesh, for they were weak. But right now the newly raised Tsorovan’m’hael
was wishing for a strong alcoholic beverage. Preferably a bottle. But
he would never do such a thing; he hadn’t since long before joining the
Black Tower. So the man was stuck between a rock and a hard place, knowing
that he was Tsorovan’m’hael, knowing that the Black Tower had charge of
the festivities tonight, and knowing full well that Iris had likely just
heard that bloody announcement the way Poettre had amplified his voice!
Byran knew he was being awfully negative tonight, but it couldn’t be helped.
The man did not want to be here! He wanted to be far away, anywhere
where there was not a channeler! Just to be the clueless idiot he had
been before, knowing only a simple life. It was not even the death or
destruction that bothered him, but he yearned to be normal again,
if just for a short while. Let the bloody fools believe whatever they
wanted when the newest Tsorovan’m’hael was not seen at the festivities.
Byran was leaving! To Baerlon, he believed. A night of festivities,
disappearing come morning. It sounded like a grand idea to this simple
man. Stalking on the outskirts of the crowd, he decided that a Gateway
could be formed where there were no people, so he could bloody leave!
Or he would if he could have.
The Andoran gulped, eyeing the one person in the world that he could not
say ‘no’ to. Strike that; this was the third person that Byran could not
say ‘no’ to. The Dragon Reborn, Poettre Valis, and… Iris Lyingade. He
had already moved well beyond the festivities, or at least the heavy crowds,
a few persons running to and fro to be caught up in the night’s entertainment.
And here our newest Tsorovan’m’hael was, stopped dead in his tracks by
an Asha’man; a female one, at that, though that carried no weight with
this soldier. Instead, Byran was wondering if he could get past her while
leaving his hide whole. Before it had been just a small prick to his throat,
enough to draw a few droplets of blood. This time how bad would it be?
To be honest, Byran did not want to find out. Which was exactly why he
was shouldering past Iris with the intent to move as fast as possible.
Too dignified to run, especially not with a sword at his side, the Asha’man
felt the flesh between his shoulder blades prickle. But was it paranoia
or Iris?
Asha'man
Iris Lyingade
Tonight was Sunday, a night towards which almost everyone
in the Black Tower looked forward – so rare were the occasions that the
Dragon’s soldiers were afforded merriment, even those without a social
bone in their body enjoyed the chance for revelry. Though the festivities
were to be held in this tower instead of its counterpart, Iris could scarcely
summon the energy to get out of bed, let alone leave her room.
Iris had remained in the Infirmary resting after Byran’s extensive Healing
for a day and two nights. She had anticipated getting little to no sleep,
so riled up she was about the…incident she’d had with Byran, but she had
spent the majority of her stay awash with oblivion. Between bouts of sleep,
she ate every morsel of sustenance the Asha’man on duty left beside her
bed, and often, she could have eaten more. Her body was famished, both
physically and psychologically – oddly enough, it seemed as if her body
had finally realized it had to do something about its diminishing health.
It was curious timing, considering all that had happened since the trip
to Illian.
Byran’s Healing had not been as successful this time around as it had
been the first – Iris had a scar labeling her from chin to collarbone.
Her flat stomach had not a mark to signify that she had once sustained
a large wound there. She thought nothing of the scar – she had others
that were just as bad, if not worse, lining her from head to foot. Life
in Arafel had not been easy, and her scars reflected that. She did not
blame Byran for it, either. She now realized that he had been angry because
she had hurt herself, not because she had disobeyed his instructions –
and he’d had every right to be angry for that, too. Iris was a fool not
to recognize when she hadn’t an ounce of reliable sense about her; she
should have realized that she would probably injure herself. She should
have waited to go with the main party instead of insisting that she was
more than capable of be part of the reconnaissance and infiltration movement.
She saw neither hide nor hair of Byran while she was in the Infirmary.
When an Asha’man released her two days later, he was not waiting to wish
her well. Unusually pensive and depressive, Iris tried to dismiss it,
but she felt disconnected – it was like amputation to have Byran, who
had been such an integral part of her life, suddenly disappear. She would
have approached him and begged forgiveness, but she had already apologized.
She couldn’t bear to try again when the man had thrown her apology – her
sincere apology – in her face.
Besides, she didn’t know where he was. Iris had purposefully avoided him
since they had been raised to Asha’man, at least until that fateful trip
to the Infirmary. She’d had that pesky injury then, after all, and they
were still angry with one another for all they’d said and done before
the rescue mission. So Iris had never gotten the chance to ask Byran where
he was staying, for now that he’d reached Asha’man, she had no doubt he’d
moved out of the confining barracks. But where had he moved? If she’d
had the temerity, Iris could have found him with relative ease if she
scoured the Tower – she had committed Byran’s haunts to memory, considering
he had all of one – the Infirmary. She could go there and inquire after
his location, or she could hunt him throughout the Tower. It wasn’t so
big that that wasn’t an option.
But for once in her life, Iris hadn’t the courage. She had frightened
herself and Byran, no doubt, with what she’d done. Memory had managed
to impede her as she got Byran mixed up with Derral – and she had tried
to do the same thing all over again. Then…something…had happened. Her
ability with the Power had increased manifold, just as it had done when
she had killed Derral, to the point that Iris had been fully capable of
shielding Byran. The shield had held for maybe a minute or two – long
enough to throw him against a wall and almost kill him. But instead of
her abilities returning to the mere trickle they had been before, she
had broken the block, or whatever it had been. The Power was frightening,
nowhere near the tame force it had once been. She no longer knew what
to do with herself – suddenly she was able to do almost everything of
which she had dreamed, but she was so scared she would burn herself out
or injure someone around her. She hadn’t even dared embrace saidar
but once since she’d left the Infirmary, and that had been towards no
practical goal.
A blanket wrapped around her slim shoulders, the Asha’man hunched at her
windowsill, elbows resting on the sill and holding her head up at the
chin. Considering the time of year, the blanket was stifling, but Iris
hadn’t the confidence to wander around nude as she normally preferred.
The sun was just beginning to descend, a good signification that the festival
was soon to begin. Iris had watched the festivities unfold throughout
the day – the scurrying, the decorations, all of it. She had even seen
Poettre, of all people, directing others on errands to get the
Tower up to par for the White Tower’s arrival. Preparation complete, now
all Iris witnessed was a steady flow of Soldiers, Dedicated, Asha’man,
and their families heading towards the Tower’s main square, in which the
Traitor’s Tree was located. Iris could see the dim glow of lights hanging
from the Tree, of all things, from her room on the third floor of the
boarding house.
She studied the crowd, hoping against hope that she would catch sight
of Byran. But as the flow slowed to a trickle the closer the time got
to the start of the festival, Iris did not see him at all. That decided
her – she could not allow their relationship to end just like that. Much
as she detested her own sex’s feminine antics, she was no different from
the rest of them, in that she wanted closure. She could not have that
unless she sought Byran. He was sure to attend the festival, for what
else had he to do? And if he was not there, he would be easier to find,
and Iris wouldn’t feel as humiliated searching the Tower for him.
She attired herself in her usual white silk shift, but this time, she
spiced up her ensemble with a dress of finer cut. Once her wardrobe had
been filled from end to end with colorful gowns of scant cover, all of
them designed to attract the male eye – but with time, Iris’s tastes had
become more demure and refined. Since coming to the Black Tower, she had
rid herself of most of her clothes from her past life – besides, she doubted
any of them would fit, anymore. Iris had gone to a tailor to get some
nicer black gowns, the type that still adhered to the Tower’s strict dress
code, but edged the line enough to satisfy her. She chose one of these,
a dress cut in the typical Domani style, clinging from head to foot, but
not indecently so. Once, she would have filled the dress neatly, to the
point that the sway of her hips would have drawn all eyes, male or female
– now, the only thing that filled it were her breasts, which were still
as ridiculously large as they had been before. That would never
change. She tied up her hair with a red ribbon and then put on a platinum
necklace of garnets. Next, Iris used a bit of rouge to add color to her
lifeless cheeks, then kohl to emphasize her dark eyes. Perhaps she had
become too slender, but she would still be more stunning than just about
anyone at the festival.
But would Byran appreciate it? She bit her lip, fingering the teardrop
of garnet at the hollow of her throat pensively. Iris couldn’t see how
he would not, but…he seemed the type of man disinclined to appreciate
a woman’s beauty when her personality got in the way. Iris suspected this
would be one of those times. As long as she did not appear distasteful
to him, it would be all right. It had to be.
The final touch was the pins she attached at either side of the dress’s
oval neckline. She could not help but feel a bit of pride at the fastening
of the dragon pin in particular – it had taken her a long time, but she
had succeeded after all. With a dash of perfume oil, Iris was out the
door.
She was one of many in the crowd that gathered before the dais waiting
for the start of the festivities – but she was likely the only one who
was not looking towards it. Instead, her dark eyes scoured the crowd,
searching for a sight of Byran. She could not find him. The start of the
speech drew her attention to the dais, and – Light, there were Poettre
and Byran. Eyes widening in confusion, she stepped forward, jostling her
way through the crowds to get to a better vantage point. She heard Poettre’s
speech all too clearly:
“Welcome to the Black Tower! I am very glad to welcome all of you to our
grounds and our Sunday festivities. I know you’re all dying to get to
the alcohol—particularly you Soldiers and novices—so I will not delay
your celebration for much longer. I would just like to announce that as
always, the Tower has an ulterior motive for insisting on hosting the
Sunday festival here instead of at its customary location, the White Tower—I
would like you to congratulate the Black Tower’s new Tsorovan’m’hael,
Asha’man Byran al’Korwyn, and more importantly, its new M’Hael, myself,
Asha’man Poettre Valis.” With a bow, he concluded, “Enjoy your Sunday!”
Iris was not the only one standing in the midst of the crowd, eyes wide
with disbelief. Poettre as M’Hael? And… Oh blood and bloody
ashes, Byran was Tsorovan’m’hael? She stood stock still for a few
moments, but the rousing of the crowd brought her back to attention. She
caught a flash of Byran’s eyes before he looked away, purposefully striding
past her without a word in her direction. “Byran,” she called, her voice
breaking before she could finish his name. She grabbed his arm before
he could get too far away, hoping he would respond to her not out of obligation
or fear, but because he wanted to. “Please,” she continued, her pain obvious
because she never felt it enough to know how to disguise it. “Can we talk?”
Asha'man
Byran al'Korwyn
“Byran.”
It was Iris, her voice cracking on the second syllable of his name. Then
something grabbed the man’s arm, and he hoped for all that was good and
blessed by the Light that it was the woman’s hand. It was. Blood and
ashes, cease your paranoia! “Please. Can we talk?” His wide shoulders
lost some of their tension, slumping slightly as he heard the pain in
her voice. Byran’s resistance was crumbling, and he knew it. Sighing quietly,
the man turned and faced the woman, looking at her fully for the first
time tonight.
The dress that was her attire was absolutely… Stunning, Byran thought
to himself. He had never seen her features accentuated just so, nor the
woman in such garb! It clung to all the right areas, and gave hints of
others, but was almost modest enough for a goodwife in the city, if not
for the thinness of the dress. The necklace of deep crimson set in a silvery
metal only drew attention to her pins; especially the oddity of the golden
dragon. But it fit her, though he could not explain why. It also brought
her scar to the forefront, which the man scowled at. Light, he had been
able to Heal her before and leave no scar, why not this time?! It would
fade, but that was not the point! It was the principle of the entire situation
that irked the man so. But a glance to Iris’ features told a different
story. It looked as if she believed he was scowling at her!
He felt like such a callous bastard at that moment. Her eyes were moist,
which they hardly ever were, as if the woman wanted to cry. Hah!
That was laughable. He had only ever been witness to the momentous event
of the mighty Iris Lyingade shedding a tear or more; once when she had
bothered him in the middle of the night to talk, and just a few
days ago when he had Healed her of the most recent injury. Of course,
that was not the reason for her sobs, but because of what she had done—to
him! Light, the woman had even apologized, but he had been too dazed to
realize it at the time. Training and instinct had taken over, for he had
carried Iris to one of the Infirmary beds, and dressed her in a gown behind
an opaque shield for privacy, before absolutely fleeing from the place
without word or reason. Strike that, there had been a very good
reason at the time.
She tried to bloody kill me!
The prick upon his throat had been only slightly worse than what a man
could give himself during a morning shave, but to be pinned against a
wall by flows of Air he could not see – only feel – had been worse. Not
just that, but she had shielded him, with contemptuous ease! That
was the part which not only rankled, but was extremely shaming and humiliating.
He had been caught off guard, feeling that Iris could do nothing in her
weakened state. How wrong he had been! The light glinting from the obviously
precious gems set in Iris’ necklace brought his attention back to her,
and took on a whole new meaning.
The color of blood. That was what they looked to be, droplets of
blood magically gathered by a silvery netting, and draped about the woman’s
slim throat. It was as if someone had sliced her pale flesh open, affording
an inside view of the human anatomy that few ever saw, and fewer by choice.
A shudder ran through Byran’s frame, jolting his wide shoulders, jarring
him back to reality. Couldn’t he ever think of the woman without remembering
blood or gore? Murder or acts committed? Byran was beginning to wonder
about that particular fact, and why he associated death with the woman
he had lain with. Light, that had been ages ago, or so it seemed!
Finally showing some signs of life, the Black Tower’s newest Tsorovan’m’hael
scrubbed a hand through his short brown hair, unintentionally spiking
it as it always had a habit of doing.
“Light Iris…” It speaks! The dead sang a harmonious chorus, the Creator
gasped, and the Dark One damned them all to eternal hell. But, I digress.
Not only did the man seem frustrated, but jittery as well. He wasn’t all
too sure if it was because of what had happened with Iris, or the fact
that it felt like Poettre was using him as a bloody puppet! If that was
the case, the newest M’Hael was going to be sorely surprised. He may be
a military man by choice and trade, but he was no bloody push over! Tamping
down his uncharacteristic rage, Byran returned his gaze to Iris’ face,
which was open and obviously trying to understand him. That seemed
all the more absurd, enough that he barked a sudden nervous laugh.
“It’s just…” Gritting his teeth, the Asha’man plowed onward. “I can’t
deal with this right now. I really can’t!” He was laughing, but the normally
jovial sound, which was so rare coming from Byran, held no mirth. It almost
appeared as if he wished to sob quietly. Perhaps in the darker corners
of his mind, Byran al’Korwyn desired to do just that. Could he even cry?
Light knew he wasn’t certain. “I’m going now. I just need to get away
from all of… of this!” His hands shot up in a grand gesture, indicating
everything about them, but not including Iris. It likely would have been
far worse if he had been indicative of only the pair of them. Perhaps
it was the White Tower, or merely the Aes Sedai. Maybe Poettre as well
and his new position of authority at the Black Tower. Come on, Poettre
as M’Hael?! That was absurd!
“I need to get away. I just…” Drawing a deep, shaky breath, he shot Iris
a sympathetic look. Was he taking pity on her now? “I have to go.” With
no more preamble, though that was a large enough one as it was – and he
had rambled, at that! – Byran was attempting to leave again, but making
a beeline to his instead of attempting to side step groups of people now.
Blood and ashes, he was just about to plow through a group of Aes Sedai!
Where was the woolbrained fool going?
Where else? The Traveling Yards.
Asha'man
Iris
Iris was beginning to think that the man would shirk her
grip and continue on his way, so reluctant was he to respond. But at her
continuation, his determination dissolved, if only a little bit, to the
point that he turned to face her. He was slow about phrasing words to
her own – his eyes searched hers, even darting downwards for a glimpse
of her attire. If Iris had been any other woman, she probably would have
blushed; as it was, she straightened her spine and lifted her head perforce,
determined to make the most of his perusal. She was sure he approved,
until his eyes found the garnets about her neck – at that, his expression
tightened, though Iris could not fathom why. He shuddered, returning his
eyes to his face and saying her name. She reached a hand up to cover the
garnets, childishly reverting to the thought that if she hid them, it
would erase the fact that Byran had ever seen them.
“It’s just…” The Asha’man hesitated once more, squeezing his eyes shut
and clenching his fists at his sides. “I can’t deal with this right now.
I really can’t!” He laughed almost maniacally, completely mirthlessly.
“I’m going now. I just need to get away from all of…of this!” He
threw his hands up in the air, gesturing to the Tower as a whole. Iris
assumed that included her. To think that he threw her in with the Tower
like some pile of baggage, like she was worth no more to him than that…
“I need to get away,” he repeated. “I just…” He shot her a sympathetic
glance which she resolutely ignored. “I have to go.”
With that, he turned heel, heading in the same direction in which he had
been headed before Iris had intercepted him. She kept her expression schooled
to solemnity. She hoped that by forcing herself to look calm, she
would begin to feel it, in turn. But no – tears still welled up at the
corner of each eye, leaving her stone-faced and blinking, like some warrior
lost in consternation, right there amidst the hubbub of the Black Tower’s
Sunday festival.
What to do now? Iris had no idea where Byran was going – as she had noted
earlier, she didn’t know where he lived, so he could have been going there
or elsewhere, for all she knew. She was tempted to follow him, as she
had yet to receive her prized closure. Part of her stubbornly suggested
Iris stay put right where she was and let Byran wallow in his guilt –
he deserved it. She had apologized, and it was his fault for not believing
her and accepting it. She never took kindly to people who distrusted her
when she was being sincere. It was downright cruel for Byran to do so,
especially after all they had been through.
But then…what would happen if she didn’t follow him? She would
likely never receive her closure, for one – how could she, when she didn’t
know where he lived? He would probably avoid her from now on, too. Besides,
she wasn’t ready to give up on him just yet. Iris had never been the type
to imagine tying herself down to anyone permanently, and she was not about
to – but she was accustomed to seeing a relationship through to
its logical conclusion, and this was not it. Its logical conclusion would
not be until Iris tired of Byran, certainly not the opposite.
She felt nowhere close to decided, but action was necessary, given that
Byran had retreated some time ago. So Iris headed in the direction to
which he had been going. It had looked like he was making a beeline for
his destination, so surely it would be the first place she came across.
Sure enough, the first place she reached was the Traveling Yards. Iris
had never imagined Byran to be the type to run away – let alone Travel
– but there he was, hesitating before the yards as if he could not decide
whether this was the right thing to do or not.
Iris was sure it was not, so she told him so: “You’re doing the wrong
thing, Byran,” she said icily, twisting her arms behind her back and entwining
her fingers. “Don’t make me follow you. You know – ” She coughed then,
a shuddering gasp. It took all her will power not to bend over with the
pain of it, a remnant from her injury – it still hurt to talk, and whenever
she did, she paid for it with this cough. Byran seemed worried when she
glanced back at him, and well he should – it was his fault for
not Healing her completely! “Well?” she prompted, her exasperation and
hurt clear. “I apologized, Byran! I did! I don’t know what I can say or
do to make it up to you, but…” She would not say she would do anything
to repair the damage, though that was the logical continuation to the
promise. Instead, she burst into tears – more accurately, she allowed
a few to spill as she grimaced in embarrassment. “What can I do?” she
finished, regaining some of her composure. Light blast him; Iris would
follow him through the bloody gateway if she had to – she wasn’t finished
with him!
Asha'man
Byran al'Korwyn
He
received few glares, but several cool looks from girls in white attempting
to copy their betters, and girls in satin and silk so close to the shawl.
Ageless faces stared back at his own, knowing very well that he did not
appear to be his age, despite hardened and lined features. Ignoring the
stares and disapproving glances, Byran shouldered his way through the
crowds assembled to celebrate Sunday at the Black Tower. Faces blurred,
clothing blended together, all in a myriad of shades nauseating to the
senses. With little to no regard of these fools, Byran finally plowed
his way out of the huddling masses, drawing a deep breath. He had never
felt surrounded, crushed in like that before; not even on the battlefield
with enemies all about. But what he just experienced felt far different.
Standing before the roped off entrance of the Traveling Yards, Byran silently
considered his options at this point. It was obvious that he would not
return to the festivities of his own free will at the moment. But should
he even Travel? Ever since the lesson concerning survival that Canin had
taken the trainees on, it had been tickling at the back of his mind. That
mysterious Aes Sedai that had been so friendly with the former M’Hael
had stepped out of a Gateway here to accompany them. The view that they
had been able to glimpse was a familiar one to Byran, which tugged at
him, bringing about a longing that he had never experienced before. Absolutely
certain that the landscape had been just outside Baerlon, one of
the many farms with curing sheds for tabac; it could have been anywhere
in Andor, but he knew it to be what he had called home for so many years.
It pulled at him, just one night of normalcy…
“You’re doing the wrong thing, Byran.” It was Iris’ voice, causing him
to spin about face as she stood there, a disapproving expression painting
her features. “Don’t make me follow you. You know – ” Normally, a cough
would be dismissed as a dry throat, or perhaps a chest cold. But the fashion
that Iris grimaces, her face twisting in pain, Byran found himself taking
a step forward to aid her before realizing it. “Well? I apologized, Byran!
I did! I don’t know what I can say or do to make it up to you, but…” It
was something that he hadn’t expected. The normally stolid and composed
woman began to cry. A stifled outburst wrenched from her raw throat, tears
leaking from the corners of her eyes. “What can I do?” The question seemed
pitiful and pleading, though he knew it was not. Sighing, his shoulders
slumped, resigned to a fate he did not want.
“Do you not understand, Iris?” Byran queried gently, taking another step
closer to her. “It is not you. If it were, we would be having a
completely different discussion.” The one that she always attempted to
begin, but he never rose to the bait. That was not what bothered the Asha’man.
“Do you remember the survival lesson in Shienar? And not that,
Iris,” he hastily added, forcing the blush to cease its infusing of his
cheeks. “Just before we left, the Aes Sedai arrived. What you saw through
the Gateway…” Gnawing on his lower lip in an uncustomary gesture of nervousness,
he plowed forward. “It brought about memories. A longing… Even if it is
for one night, it would be enough.” Byran’s tones were quiet, subdued,
and blatantly honest. Even when speaking, he normally had a way of dodging
the truth. But now he was open and unprotected, displaying his desire
for this vehemently.
Stepping to Iris, he seized the Source, calloused fingertips brushing
against the woman’s throat lightly. “I am sorry that I left you in the
Infirmary, Iris,” the man finally admitted, apologizing with a certain
tinge of sadness in his tones. “After everything that has happened, I
am not ashamed to admit that what you did frightened me.” Cupping her
cheek, Byran eventually caught her eyes with his. “It was not your fault
though, I do not blame you. I could not believe that you shielded me so
easily…” An off-handed comment, amazement filtering through undertones
that was always muddied and uncertain. But they were no longer. “I am
sorry for leaving you like that. Not longer after, Poettre called me to
his office, and…” Grimacing, he jerked his head toward the revelers over
her shoulder. “You see the product of it, now.
“But tonight is full of joy and merriment,” he murmured, brushing his
thumb across Iris’ lips in a fond gesture. For long moments, it seemed
as if the former Whitecloak was going to lean in for a kiss; but the sensation
was gone in an instant as he continued. “I don’t think I can find that
here, even having you with me, Iris.” It was the first time he had ever
said anything of that nature to the woman. But did he mean it as a comrade,
a friend, or lover?
“First, let’s rid you of this cough.” Drawing deeply on the Source, which
had held his voice emotionless for so long, the caresses along Iris’ throat
took on a new meaning. Forcing himself to accomplish the task gingerly,
his delving found that his Healing had been hasty and incomplete. He truly
was a flaming idiot! Inwardly cursing and calling himself ten kinds a
fool, Byran directed the flows of Water, Air, and Spirit about her throat
in a gentle manner. There was only a slight shiver as he repaired the
damage as best he could. The rasp in her voice would likely remain; the
infection had affected her vocal chords badly before she had come to the
Infirmary for Healing. But only time could tell on that matter as the
last of the flows were immersed through Iris’ slender throat, knitting
together miniscule tissues and fibers, easing away the rawness and pain
she felt.
“Is… is that better?” Byran tentatively asked once he was finished, surprised
to find that he had wrapped an arm about Iris’ waist, drawing the pair
close in an intimate fashion. Iris nodded her head slowly, studying him
as the tears dried against her pale flesh. He did not want to draw away
from her, doing so reluctantly as he cast a glance toward the roped off
area once more. The thought of returning to Baerlon for a night was far
too tempting, ideas skittering across the Void as saidin continued
to rage through him. It was faint surprise that triggered his slight smile,
realizing that he wanted to go, more than anything at the moment.
Tomorrow he could rightfully be Tsorovan’m’hael; but tonight, all he wanted
to be was a man. Was that so much to ask?
Drawing deeply on the Power, Byran formed the intricate weave that involved
all Five Powers, twisting and turning before the pinpoint of light came
into existence, rotating in an eye wrenching fashion to form a horizontal
slash, and then opening vertically to reveal rolling landscape in a darkened
fashion. A road stood not too far away, dusty and well worn by many boots
and wheels. Absently, his arm tightened about Iris’ waist at the second
sight of a place he had called home, one he hadn’t seen in nearly a decade.
At the woman’s questioning glance, he permitted a small smile while holding
the upkeep of the weave, nodding toward the landscape that looked so reminiscent
of what was just outside the Black Tower’s walls.
“It’s just beyond Baerlon,” he murmured, motioning toward the twinkling
lights through the opening in the air where the city obviously resided.
During festival, the gates would be wide open, welcoming visitors from
wherever they traveled. “This is what I called home,” Byran whispered
in a voice that was barely audible, awe somehow creeping into those quiet
tones.
“Just for tonight…” He would not shirk his duties at the Black Tower,
or to the Lord Dragon. But for a simple night, no one would notice him
gone. Or Iris. “Come with me? There’s precious little to worry of there,
if unless you count being refused drink for already being intoxicated,”
Byran quipped, an infinitesimal smile pulling at the corners of his lips.
“Only for a night,” he reiterated, drawing Iris forward. “Will you?” Come
with me…
Asha'man
Iris
Despite herself, Iris melted. Her eyes were torn between
glaring at Byran and surveying this mysterious Baerlon of which he spoke
– she wasn’t sure she knew either of them. She knew for a fact that she
didn’t know Baerlon – she had thought she knew Byran, but then
he threw her through loops like this one. The man was appallingly boring,
by and large…until the rare occasion that he did something like this.
It seemed designed to keep Iris on her toes, and she wasn’t sure what
she thought of that.
She wasn’t sure what she thought of Byran as a whole, at that moment.
Iris remained immobile in his grasp, uncertain whether she should reciprocate
his embrace or pull away. The Arafellin could not deny that she was still
angry; she would not deny it if the other Asha’man were to ask, either.
It baffled her that any man could be so quick to toss her into
a pile, as if she were no more to him than any other menial contribution
to the group. And then he had the audacity to tell her that all
he really needed was to get away from the Tower, to go bloody
home – it wasn’t Iris that was at fault! Never mind the fact that
the bloody arsehole had purposefully ignored her apology, left her stranded
when she needed him most, made her beg…
But even so, she could not resist Byran’s pleading eyes and tongue. For
all that Iris insisted that she would have nothing of romance, her relationship
with the man was nearing frighteningly close to the unnerving phenomenon.
She wasn’t falling in love with the man – she had made an oath
never to do such a foolish thing again, and she wasn’t about to break
it – but what was this if not love? What else could coerce her to prune
herself into a flaming hussy once more, all to earn a few laudatory words
from her special someone? What else could reduce her to this…this…wool-headed
female, begging him to accept her apology?
The woman rolled her eyes skyward, making frustrated little noises with
the smack of her tongue and lips. Byran frowned and started to say something,
which only caused Iris to roll her eyes again. She wasn’t angry at him
– she was angry at herself for being such a bloody woman. Forcing
herself to remain calm – as for all intents and purposes, Byran was
treating her like chattel sans emotion – she shook her head as if to dismiss
the pervasive anger, turning her attention to the matter at hand. She
couldn’t leave the poor man waiting forever, after all.
Only for a night, he had said. The proposition was more than tempting,
Iris had to admit. She had never been…well, anywhere. She had never even
strayed beyond the walls of Shol Arbela through her childhood and burgeoning
adulthood – it wasn’t until an Aes Sedai discovered she could channel
that Iris had dared the outside world. Even then, all she had seen was
Tar Valon. That was hardly a paltry sight to see, but when compared to
the rest of the world, Iris found it lacking. Oh, she had been impressed
enough initially, but the White Tower, for all its supposed purity, had
tainted the experience for her. Then she had gone straight from the White
Tower to the Black via gateway, which hadn’t allowed her even to
view the sparse countryside between the two places. Some might say that
Iris had seen much of the world – but all in all, Iris begged to differ.
She peered through the gateway, wondering at what she saw beyond. The
climate was cooler; she could tell that much from the tendrils of air
creeping between one place and the other. Beyond that, Iris couldn’t discern
much of anything, considering the time of night. She crept closer to her
companion, eyeing him and his proposed destination dubiously. The idea
of leaving for the Tower – even for a night – seemed such a forbidden
pleasure after all the time she’d spent poring over dreams of becoming
first Aes Sedai, then Asha’man. Given that neither Tower allowed their
initiates leave, it was startling to realize that she was now her own
woman, mostly – she still had to follow the M’Hael (Light burn him) and
the Dragon’s bidding, but beyond that, she could do what she pleased.
That included jaunting off to Baerlon with her lover, if she so pleased.
“Fine, then,” she finally said, crossing her arms beneath her breasts.
“Just for a night, mind you.” Iris couldn’t resist the catty addition.
“I’ll not have you thinking you can drag me off wherever you please whenever
you please.” The last bit was more teasing than the other two statements,
Iris’s attempt at lightening the mood. She wanted to forget what a fool
she’d been. “We’re going to scare the locals.” She grinned, shaking her
head ruefully. “Does this mean I get to meet your parents?” Thinking better
of the statement – hadn’t Byran said something about one or both of his
parents being deceased? – Iris amended, “Or what family you have? Friends,
even?” Could it be that she was fishing for people to whom he could show
off his pretty girl…?
Asha'man
Byran al'Korwyn
Iris
had not even brought up the issue of Byran suddenly becoming Tsorovan’m’hael,
much to the man’s relief. His reasoning to ‘accepting’ the position would
be absurd to anyone but the staunchest of soldiers; Iris was far from
that. Still, he was beginning to wonder if she was even going to accept
his offer of joining him. Light, he may as well just drag the woman through
the Gateway he had created! Byran belatedly noticed that Iris had not
returned the embrace, his arm still wrapped about her small waist, but
it was not as if they had been particularly affection before. Chalking
it up to the odd circumstances taking place tonight, he waited with bated
breath to hear her response. Thankfully, he did not have to wait long.
“Fine, then. Just for a night, mind you. I’ll not have you thinking you
can drag me off wherever you please whenever you please.” He couldn’t
help but blink. Was Iris teasing him? “We’re going to scare the
locals. Does this mean I get to meet your parents?” Before he could even
reply, the woman had amended her statement. “Or what family you have?
Friends, even?” Byran did not frown precisely, instead adopting a pensive
expression as he led her toward the Gateway by the hand. It appeared he
was not going to be letting go of her tonight.
“I suppose there may be a few people about that I still know,” he grudgingly
admitted once they were through the Gateway, allowing it to snap shut
behind them. There was no going back now! Well, not immediately anyhow;
not that Iris was protesting, she merely let him lead on in the darkness.
“But it’s been nearly a decade since I have last seen Baerlon, considering
I left the spring after father died.” Shrugging his shoulders encase in
that typical fitted black coat. With saidin still firmly in his
grasp, he was able to pick out an easy path for them through the darkness,
neglecting to create a light at first. But after Iris’ second stumble,
despite his good intentions to weave a clear course for them, he brought
a flame to light, hovering above his palm. Its flickering light washed
out the surrounding area, but it did offer enough illumination
so that his companion would not land on her rear.
With the lights of the festival, torches hung upon the tall log wall that
surrounded Baerlon, a few watchtowers dotted along its length as far as
they could see. The gates that were typically closed after sundown stood
open, a frayed rope held off to one side which was obviously used to signal
the gate guards when the entryway was closed. Roofs dark in the night,
tile and slate tops gleaming in the wane light that the moon offered.
Plumes of smoke drifted toward the sky, noting exactly the abundance of
persons awake at this early hour, celebrating Sunday. Willing the flame
above his palm to vanish once they had neared the gates, Byran critically
eyed the few men milling about, who returned his gaze for a few moments
before glancing away. The sword at his hip likely helped this matter,
but with Iris’ cool and composed features, along with his hard and chiseled,
none dared allow their gaze to linger for very long. But he walked with
purpose, revelers laughing and dancing through the streets, though nothing
as explosive as the Feast of Lights, all still had a good time on Sunday.
Flagstone beneath their feet, shops dotted the thoroughfare, but few were
still open for business. The carts and hawkers normally out were instead
celebrating the holiday with their patrons. They passed a few inns, but
Byran obviously sought out one in particular. Sure enough, after meandering
through the streets, and lingering in a few places, he led Iris to one
of the inns. A slightly weathered sign hung on an iron wrought post, jutting
out from the eves to title this place as simply The Light Bless.
“Try not to scare the locals, hmm?” he murmured with a slight smile, using
the woman’s own words from earlier. Opening the door for her, the pair
stepped from bedlam to serenity in one pace.
The common room of the inn was well lit and rather subdued when compared
to the outside world. A number of tables were ordered precisely upon the
well-worn wooden planks of the floor, looking to be freshly swept. Byran’s
dark gaze traversed the interior with a certain amount of familiarity,
mingling with anxiety that he suppressed. Iris would likely notice it,
but he doubted if anyone else would. A few heads swiveled toward the door
as the bell chimed above it, signaling that someone had just entered.
Surprised expressions, for more than one reason, recognition lighting
the eyes of a few men scattered through the patrons. Light, even Sneidel!
He couldn’t help but shake his head, eyeing the man obviously drunk off
in a corner table, a permanent fixture here at The Light. Off in the adjacent
corner was a small stage, raised a height above the floor, where a woman
sat playing the bittern to a half-interested crowd. The newcomers held
most of the attention now.
“Welcome to The Light Bless!” a man suddenly declared, meandering over
with a rolling gait toward Iris and Byran. He was the typical innkeeper
in any city, with a shockingly white apron wrapped about his girth, and
the receding hairline that caused tufts of graying hair to stick up wildly
behind his ears. “The friendliest inn here in Baerlon! Now what can I
do for you Master—” The innkeeper stopped his spiel, eyeing them curiously.
Iris he dismissed for a moment, but it was he who held the man’s attention.
Dark eyes flickered down to their collars, then back to their faces, slight
disbelief painting his own. “Byran? Byran al’Korwyn?” He nodded, ever
so slightly, glancing over to Iris as if asking for reassurance. Perhaps
this hadn’t been such a grand idea as he thought. Without much warning,
the innkeeper was embracing Byran in a friendly gesture, but it led to
a prancing about that the Asha’man was obviously not partaking in.
“Light, boy! You haven’t aged a day. We never thought you’d come back
after your father’s accident. Yet here you are!” The chatter continued,
much to Byran’s dismay, standing beside Iris as if she were going to protect
him from the onslaught. Hah! “With those pins, even! I supposed that means
you are—Well, no matter. You’re here, and that’s cause enough for a drink!”
Dismayed at this turn of events, he watched the innkeeper waddle away,
calling for the cook and some celebratory alcohol.
“Light help me!” Byran murmured in astonishment, leaning down slightly
so that his lips brushed against the shell of Iris’ ear. “I’ve known Master
Cuthner ever since he opened the inn, nearly twenty summers past.” Pausing,
he eyed the man a bit warily before explaining further. “Most of the men
here are miners by trade, and will be until they die.” He took a very
fatalistic and accepting view of this, for he had shared in the same career
for quite a few years during his youth. It was not only that; a few of
the men had flashed him quick grins, ones appraising Iris, most ignoring
the pins overall. It was a strange occurrence, at least to him. But now
Master Cuthner was waddling his return, motioning the pair toward a table
near the bar that stretched along one wall.
“Sit, sit!” the man urged the pair, already setting down a tankard of
ale that was obviously for Byran, and a glass of wine that was proclaimed
‘the finest Baerlon has to offer’ for Iris. He could only shake his head
still, mind-boggling at the events that tugged at his memories. Light,
he had left this place, returning for a visit to find normalcy; yet there
was nothing of the sort! It figured that the Creator would toss that in
his face. Everything changed, including him. Holding a chair out for Iris
as she sat, he settled in beside her with his back to the wall.
“Master Cuthner, this is Iris Lyingade,” Byran offered cordially, smirking
at the woman briefly for he knew what was about to happen. Hefting the
tankard of ale that had been offered, the Asha’man took his first drink
in a number of years – willingly, anyhow. Iris spiking his tea on a bloody
trip to the Borderlands did not count! Between gulps of ale, he
tried desperately to hide an amused grin behind the tankard near his lips
as the innkeeper set his chattering ways on Iris.
Byran knew he would likely be in trouble for doing that with Iris later,
but at the moment he didn’t care. It felt like home, here. A comfortable
setting that he had left behind so long ago. He knew he was unable to
stay, but he was determined to enjoy the night with Iris, no matter what
took place.
Asha'man
Iris
Iris hadn’t much experience when it came to locale, considering
she had lived in all of three places – Shol Arbela, Tar Valon, and the
Black Tower. As she had Traveled by gateway each transition, the Arafellin
hadn’t even been able to view the world by journeying from one place to
another. No doubt due to this, she didn’t know what to expect from Baerlon,
so she told herself not to expect anything, beyond the typical suppositions.
It would surely be just another city – she doubted it would be as barricaded
as Shol Arbela had been, and undoubtedly it was not anywhere near as fine
as Tar Valon. It would be normal…whatever that was. Iris wasn’t sure she
knew.
Byran guided her through the gateway, one hand splayed over the small
of her back. A foreigner to courtship, she wasn’t sure what to expect
from Byran or this relationship – if it even was a relationship.
She allowed herself a frown, given the fact that her companion could not
see her due to the darkness. What was this? What was she doing?
It defied her reasoning that a woman such as she – detached and happy
because of it – would wrap herself around any man, let alone one
as boring as Byran. He was ten years her junior if he was a day, for one,
and Iris had always looked to her elders for companionship. She didn’t
want to have to guide him around on a leash, after all – unless that’s
what she wanted at the moment in question. He was not her type, if Iris
could be said to have one. He wasn’t gorgeous – and Iris was used to her
men competing with her in the looks department. In fact, she wasn’t even
sure if she would call him handsome. He was no bumbling fool, but
he was a stoic and a soldier to the end, when Iris was accustomed to passion
and all that came with it. She was a passionate woman herself, so what
was she doing tied to a man who was better off on apron strings than attempting
to think for himself?
The Asha’man shifted beneath Byran’s hand. He took the hint and removed
it, using the darkness as an excuse – a flame alit from the palm of the
same hand that had previously been upon the woman. That lessened Iris’s
stumbles, though she had not once stumbled from the terrain – her thoughts
had been the hindrance. Baerlon loomed before them, a sea of lights in
a black field. It had not the extensive barricades that Iris had come
to expect, given the three cities in which she had dwelled, but it was
not unprotected. But given the holiday, the gates stood open in welcome
to travelers and country folk alike. Nonetheless, neither Byran nor Iris
escaped a studious examination from the guards standing watch at the gates.
Because they were open didn’t mean that the town welcomed just anyone.
The town was…small. By rights, it couldn’t be titled a city, though Iris
kept her thoughts to herself. Byran did the same, his face as solid and
emotionless as usual. Blood and ashes, that man could rival an Aes
Sedai with that stony face, Iris observed. But then, so could mine.
He directed her to an inn with, in Iris’s opinion, an unusual name: The
Light Bless. Iris eyed the sign dubiously – she almost protested, but
Byran insistently steered her forward. Rolling her eyes skyward at the
male sex in general, Iris allowed him the control, though nothing was
stopping her from slapping his hands off her and going off on her own.
What kept her with him, she would likely never know. He was so bloody
useless. She smirked at him in a look askance, wondering after the thoughts
going through his head. Light, he’d bloody shit himself if he knew what
she was thinking.
The inn was…Light, it looked like the Traveler’s Haven before Iris’s
practices had elevated it in the social scheme. Then again, Iris decided
after a second glance of the common room, this place was probably finer.
Her expectations had once been very easy to meet, considering the years
she had lived on the street – the Traveler’s Haven had looked like
heaven. Then she went to the White Tower, and from then on, she grew accustomed
to having her own room and her amenities provided for her. It was interesting
to note how much more easily disgusted she was now when placed in a location
to which she was unaccustomed – once, she would likely not have been allowed
entrance to a place like this, and then only because she was obviously
a…well, whore.
The innkeeper’s reaction to their coming surprised Iris as much as it
did Byran. She watched him enviously, feeling like an interloper, as the
round man hugged the Asha’man’s muscular frame. The innkeeper released
Iris’s companion eventually, much to her satisfaction. She didn’t like
the idea of Byran having other friends, irrational as the thought was.
He was hers, and these men from his past were trying to claim him.
Looking forbidding, she ignored the way the other men looked at her when
Byran introduced her – here the pins at her collar didn’t matter, the
pins for which she had strove for years. Though these men’s intentions
were not dishonorable, Iris couldn’t help but feel a pang of disgust with
herself and her surroundings as she realized that they would just as easily
take her as a whore as for Byran’s…companion. They would probably cheer
him on just as avidly if she were a whore as if she were his wife.
Wife? Iris started, inadvertently pushing herself nearer to Byran.
He took that as an opportunity to nuzzle her ear and share some nostalgic
information, an emotion Iris was not equipped to experience. She didn’t
have the chance to contemplate her thought more, as the innkeeper had
them steered in the direction of an empty table. He plopped down a tankard
of ale and a glass of wine – of all things – before Iris, proclaiming
that the wine was better suited for a lady. Well aware of the pinched,
irritated look to her face, the Asha’man did her best to appear as gracious
and friendly as possible as Byran introduced her to his large friend.
Then the man decided that Iris was his new best friend – her obvious irritation
was apparently not enough to keep attempts at gaining her friendship at
bay. Or her favors. Pursing her lips, Iris downed the wine in a few gulps,
determined to enjoy her evening, for all its pitfalls. The innkeeper babbled
on about how wonderful it was to see Byran here at home – and with such
lovely companionship, too. Aggravated, Iris interrupted him mid-sentence,
her tone saccharin sweet: “Would you mind getting me a tankard of ale,
sir?” He blinked once and obeyed. No doubt Iris would hear from Byran
later about her curtness. Light, the man probably hadn’t the propriety
to save his remonstration for later, for that matter.
Stalling the inevitable, Iris awaited the arrival of her tankard. “I’m
going to drink you under the table,” she stated gravely, drumming her
nails on the smooth surface of the table. Byran sipped at his ale dubiously,
wordless. She had probably drank more than him in a month in Arafel than
he would drink in his entire bloody lifetime. The Asha’man proved it to
him by taking the ale, once delivered, just as quickly as she had the
wine and feeling none of the effects.
“Well?” she prompted as Byran continued to sit there watching her, speechless.
“You’re supposed to try to prove me wrong, aren’t you?” A small smile
curving her lips, Iris raised her tankard in a gesture for a refill, turning
to Byran and reclining backwards in her seat. What she wouldn’t give for
a good competition.
Asha'man
Byran al'Korwyn
Ale!
That dark, perfect concoction of foam, hops, barley, which he had forgotten
all about through the years. It was obvious that Byran did enjoy the tankard
he had, nursing it gently. He knew his propensity to become a lush, or
something worse, which was exactly why the man’s rigid disciplines rarely
offered relaxation of this nature. Determined to enjoy it, the Asha’man
hid his mirth behind the solid tanker as Iris meandered the fine line
between rudeness and curtness. But Master Cuthner wobbled off quickly
in acquiesce to the woman’s wishes, returning with the tankard of ale.
“I’m going to drink you under the table.” It was the first that she had
spoken to him since they arrived in Baerlon, and that was hardly the statement
he had expected. Sipping amiably upon his drink, and still hiding behind
the tankard, Byran quirked a brow as Iris demolished the liquid contents
of her own tankard as quickly as she had the wine. “Well? You’re supposed
to try to prove me wrong, aren’t you?” Oh, now she was trying to bait
him! Normally, he would never even consider it, and judging by the slight
shake of his head it seemed that would be the continuing trend. Yet… Lo
and behold! Byran lifted his tankard and tilted it toward his mouth, pouring
the contents down his throat in one long draw. It really was not that
difficult if you were accustomed to the flavor.
“Fine.” Mug set down with a bit more force than necessary, a smirk tugging
at the man’s lips. One may even think that he had imbibed enough alcohol
already, for he rarely ever allowed facial expressions to shine through
a surly countenance. The innkeeper had already been fetching Iris’ drink,
so Byran merely raised his voice. “Master Cuthner! Another tankard and
a pitcher, if you please.” The rotund man appeared startled, shooting
a disapproving look in his direction, but said nothing. It was this inn
he had frequented most often, when down from the mines, and obviously
Master Cuthner remembered how Byran had left Baerlon; with a belly full
of ale. Well, whatever the man believed, he was still bringing over the
alcohol. Rooting about in the money pouch at his belt, the Asha’man came
up with a small stack of gold; mostly Andoran weight. Clinking out ten
pieces, Cuthner’s brows rose as if expecting this was for their drinks
through the night! Light, people could be dense.
“For the drinks,” he said, adding by way of explanation, “and a room,
Master Cuthner.” The man attempted to refuse, but one stern look from
Byran and the innkeeper resorted to stating that it was only five gold
for everything they wanted, meals included. “Master Cuthner, take the
bloody coins already and be done with!” While still retaining his placid
nature, for the most part, none here had ever heard words of those nature
come from Byran’s lips. Unfortunately, the innkeeper offered a stiff bow
and stalked off behind the bar with the coins. “Just bloody wonderful,”
he muttered to himself, suddenly eyeing Iris across the table. It was
not as if she was at fault for the situation, but he couldn’t help eyeing
her at current. The woman still looked absolutely stunning, even through
their short journey via Gateway to Baerlon. If Byran had been less of
a gentleman and more of a lecher, he would’ve done some rather uncharacteristic
things. As it was, he had begun to wonder if he should even bother being
a gentleman! Shaking his head clear of those thoughts, the mischievous
grin returned, directed in the woman’s direction.
“My three gold to your one that you’ll be unable to keep up, Iris,” Byran
taunted quietly, acting completely out of character for himself. But,
damn the Light, he was determined to have just a bit of normalcy. Vaguely,
he remembered being a happy man at one point in his life, but that was
an Age ago; something he could never fully return to. But this was just
one night, and he had already decided his fate for the evening. Speaking
of which! More gold on the table, a stack of three Andoran coins and he
gave her a smirk. “Well? Think you can manage it?” He had no idea that
Iris had been able to hold her liquor in the past. At the moment, he was
judging it from his body size compared to hers. The woman was still as
thin as a waif, though beginning to flesh out slightly, much to his pleasure.
But he was taller, heavily muscled, and weighed far more. The odds were
obviously in his favor, as he saw it. Of course, Iris’ answer to his challenge
was to knock back her tankard, swallowing the contents in a few long gulps.
Let the challenge begin!
Light help him; he couldn’t remember what number drink he was on. All
Byran knew was that four pitchers now stood empty upon the table – Light
only knows how many had already been cleared away – and gauging how much
liquid they held, the pair had consumed at least a dozen tankards. Blinking
the haze away from his thoughts, he was openly smirking across the table
at Iris. She swayed little, but after that many drinks Byran was probably
swaying slightly in his seat as well. Laughter bubbled within his barrel
chest, raising a hand to point at Iris.
“You… You are shooo bloody drunk!” A slight slur to his words, nothing
too horrible, but it was painfully obvious that the stolid and rather
grumpy soldier Byran had become had disappeared, drowned out by those
tankards of ale. That was absolutely fine by him, come to think of it.
He was tired of being so bloody responsible! Rising to wobbling legs,
the Asha’man steadied himself upon the edge of the table, before meandering
over to Iris’ side. Towering over her, his stern countenance vanished
as he grinned mischievously. “Come oooon!” he managed with laughter that
sounded suspiciously close to a giggle. “I wanna show yah shome of Baaaerlon!”
All right. Off in a corner of his mind, Byran clearly saw that he was
drunk, unable to walk a straight line, and slurring as if he had drank
a keg. He was beginning to wonder if he hadn’t!
Tug. Tug-tug. Tuuuuug!
Byran was lifting Iris out of her seat, pointing conspiratorially toward
the doorway. “Baerlon!” he whispered, followed by a short laugh. “Let’sh
go!” Even with his inner-sense of competence squashed away by the alcohol,
the Asha’man knew fully well he was making a fool of himself, and cared
not a wit. All he wanted was to see Iris smile, judging by the fond stroke
of her cheek and his own happy visage. But then, the moment was gone,
and he was tugging upon her hand, leading them toward the doorway.
Sight-seeing in Baerlon!
Asha'man
Iris Lyingade
OOC:
Not for virgin eyes / minds / hearts! Seriously! XD
Iris lost track of time, just as she did pitchers. Both
she and Byran were spending exorbitant amounts of coin on ale, no doubt;
but neither of them had the power of mind to discern how much the innkeeper
was taking advantage of them. If Iris had not been drunker than she had
ever been in years, then she might have told herself that the man
knew Byran from long ago, so he was not about to take advantage of him
when it would be so bloody easy to do so. But Iris was not sober,
and so her emotions were taking control.
It was an odd transition the Asha’man made from sober to intoxicated.
With her mind under control, the Arafellin could ignore everything. She
had spent years on the streets and then only steps away from the same
fate; Iris had had to keep her sense about her in order to keep herself
from submerging. The only way she had been able to do that was to suspect
everyone of everything, from the man who provided the roof over her head
to the women that waited on tables and men alike alongside her. No one
could best Iris, mentally or physically, and she made sure that they knew
that. There was no such thing as a favor in Iris’s life – she would never
have gotten anywhere if she had had to repay others time and again for
supposed kindness they had done for her in the past.
That constantly wary mindframe had faded over the years. Admittedly, the
White Tower had kept her on her toes; but she had not had the same worries
there as she had in Shol Arbela. The past novice had never had to worry
about keeping a roof over her head and food in her belly, as such amenities
the Aes Sedai provided for the ability chance planted within her. The
Great Game had kept her wits razor sharp, honing her even more into the
conniving killing machine she knew she was destined to become. Though
time had found her occupation elsewhere – the Black Tower, to be precise
– she had kept her suspicion about her, a close companion when friends
were not to be trusted.
But with a mug in her hand and empty pitchers beside her, Iris realized
that habits died hard. It had been years since she had felt that alcohol
was the only solution to her problem, and though she was not about to
revert to that dependence, the substance causing her to sway in her seat
reminded her that while almost nothing could inflict oblivion…this could.
She downed another mug with that thought in mind, her stomach rebelling
against the ingestion of more of the foul fluid. The next morning would
be a most unpleasant one – but the night was young and the atmosphere
sweet, and Iris was not about to let this slip through her fingers like
everything else had.
“You,” Byran panted, giggling, “are shoooo bloody drunk!” Iris giggled
in return, spewing residual ale from her mouth in the process. It was
true. She grinned and glanced about her, but the world was hazy. The inn
was busy with men taking a rare break from the mines on the night of a
festival. Light, it was frightening to note that once, Iris had been the
one with the duty of keeping their interest piqued and currency flowing.
In this new life, she could feel herself instinctually returning to the
only way of life she had known for twenty years. This all seemed a dream
to her…and it seemed time to awake.
Byran’s continuation flowed into her ears and out just as quickly. She
had not the sanctity of mind to understand what he was saying. Iris could
barely feel the miniscule tug on the sleeve of her dress, but it was impossible
to ignore his figure, suddenly hulking above her. It was a bloody wonder
that he could stand, and she said as much. But his intention was clear;
Iris was to join the same fate as he. Without the sobriety to curse herself
for her stupidity and lack of dignity, the woman obeyed, staggering to
her feet and struggling to keep up with him. Her stomach surged in an
effort to cleanse itself of defilation, an effort Iris valiantly strove
to ignore.
Then they were out the door and into the city. The silence was jarring
in comparison to the din from which they had emerged; Iris had to pause
and situate herself before her mind would stop spinning from the abrupt
transition. Byran grabbed her hand and led her off in some direction or
another; Iris had no idea where, but she did know that it was away
from the inn. She gazed around her, wondering that such a man had emerged
from a place like this. It made sense – all of the people here seemed
jovial but distant, as if they took this as no more than a single vacation
before they returned to real life. This was the first vacation from the
norm Iris had ever seen Byran take.
“Not so fast,” she whispered, pulling his hand in response. They paused
in the shadow of one of the many inns, this one brightly lit and decorated
festively in the summer colors that symbolized Sunday. Iris pulled her
towards him by the collar, sealing their lips together solidly. Or so
she thought, considering her mouth had little in the way of feeling at
the moment. Fortunately, Byran would not have the ability to differentiate
and thus complain.
She submerged the pair of them deeper into the shadow, retreating into
the alleyway adjacent to the inn for privacy. Truthfully, Iris wanted
to preserve whatever dignity she still maintained, and jumping a man in
the middle of Baerlon’s common hardly suited that appeal. With a furious,
irrational need for urgency, Iris clawed Byran’s jacket from his shoulders,
letting it fall uselessly to the ground. She reached back and tugged at
the laces at the back of her dress until they tore apart, freeing her
breasts from the tight confinement. She kept the dress about her – she
was not so intoxicated that she would allow any wandering man to catch
sight of her nude form – but there was room enough for Byran and his meandering
digits, which was more than enough for Iris.
The Asha’man pressed herself against her companion, her mouth set in a
rictus snarl. Byran flattened her against as wall every bit as avidly
– perhaps even more so – as she, determined to out-do her in even this.
His hands reached none too gingerly into the blouse of her dress, cupping
and caressing her more audaciously than he had ever dared in their dalliances
in the past. Iris sunk her teeth into his neck, her fingers clawing into
his back; it was a rough love that Byran eagerly reciprocated. The efforts
of both pairs of hands hiked Iris’s skirts up slowly but surely. Though
they both had trouble so much as standing, when given a tangible goal,
they could combine wits and bodies towards achieving that end.
Legs bared, Iris pulled Byran’s belt loose. Hands reached into his trousers
and caressed their prize, baring it to the midnight air. The male Asha’man
lifted Iris with physical strength alone, wrapping his arms around her
waist and cupping her bottom in his large hands; Iris aided him by wrapping
her legs tightly about his waist, supporting herself and increasing the
friction at the same time. Licking a hand, the woman snaked it between
her legs, gently coaxing Byran to his full strength. He licked his lips
and pulled Iris’s dress down at the bodice, covering one nipple with his
hand and the other with his mouth. They gasped simultaneously as Byran
sealed their union in a quick thrust, but Iris’s gasp had words, quiet
but ferocious: “Light, I love you, Byran al’Korwyn…” And then all thoughts
were lost in mindless pursuit of passion.
Asha'man
Byran al'Korwyn
OOC:
Oh, this definitely is not for those of you with easily offended, or not
so easily, senses. Huge warning! Don't read!
The mindless pursuit of… sightseeing!
Byran willed his boot-shod feet to remain planted firmly upon the cobblestone
paths every step he took, tugging Iris along as if he were barely aware
of her. Yet he offered no words of wisdom, no witty sayings of the past.
Instead, the former Whitecloak turned Asha’man merely gazed upon the place
he had called home, amazed at how little it had truly changed. Reveling
in the sights and sounds, immersing himself in the memories he had once
believed forgotten. While life may have never been easy, it had not been
difficult either. A simpler time for a simpler man, he supposed.
“Not so fast…” This was a breathy whisper coming from his companion; the
one he had all but forgotten while lost in the throes of a youth’s memories.
Startled, his hand tightened upon hers, allowing him to be led off to
a darkened alleyway. Byran attempted to pause, staring at the sign outside
of the tavern that Iris neglected; The Bear and the Bull. Light, he remembered
ducking in to this alleyway on warm summer days after doing odd jobs about
the portion of the city he remained. That was not saying much, truly,
for he realized Baerlon for a small place now. But then… Light, it had
seemed so grand! Caemlyn only a fable in a boy’s mind, and Tar Valon a
tale told to frighten and awe children. Now, he knew his former home for
what it was: Nothing more than a run down city, caught in the fruitful
yet distressing times that the Lord Dragon brought forth. One could see
the strain about a native’s eyes, the hard set of their mouth. He saw
it.
Drunken pensiveness banished away as Byran saw, more than felt, his lips
mashed with Iris’. He was more than surprised at her friskiness, considering
the woman absolutely never wanted to cozy up to him in public; rarely
in private, for that matter. He understood, nor did he ever instigate
the actions either. But this was a pleasant surprise, or so his inebriated
mind decided, readily responding to her aggressive efforts. In one corner
of his mind, Byran realized that he had so rarely ever acted in such a
manner that it seemed foreign to him at first. Well, right up until Iris
practically tore his black coat off and threw it to the ground. The way
her hands grasped at his body, her fingers kneading his flesh, what more
could he do than take it as a challenge? Best one wins all! Without any
clue what he was fighting for, he offered a counterattack, which she met
gladly.
His callous roughened fingertips parted the material away from Iris’ chest,
probing further so as to seek out her pleasure. In some twisted corner
of his mind, Byran was certain that if he could please her in this moment,
she could do the same for him. A give all take all, if you will. And he
was more than up for the challenge. Hands races, nails marred, teeth nipped,
all in the pursuit of passion. Unlike their first coupling, adrenaline
coursed through his veins instead of fear, vengeful lust clouding his
mind. With Iris pinned up against the hard stone of the inn’s outer wall,
he could do exactly as he pleased. It was her skirts that he was interested
in at the moment, feeling her hands fumbling as well to hike them further
skyward in a vain effort to hasten the couplings that they so rarely experienced.
With his belt being undone, Byran barely had second thoughts for the sword
that was hung about his waist as well. Instead, his attention was centered
upon this beautiful minx that tortured him at every turn. A ragged breath
was pulled from his chest as he felt the cool air drift about his thighs
and posterior, but more for the way that she was playing him like
a bloody bittern! Retaliation ensued in the form of his oral assaults,
nipping down her throat and chest, only to latch on to her breast like
a babe suckling for milk. Yet somewhere in his testosterone-laden mind,
he thought he was to be the stronger force here, the dominant person in
this joining. Foremost in his thoughts to find a fashion in which he could
gain the upper hand, he of course put his theory to work by allowing his
fingers to do the walking. Stroking Iris’ hips, drawing them closer while
she tried to make him groan. No! Unwilling to let that happen, Byran hefted
her up with the aid of the wall, even as light as she was he was drunk,
and thrust his hips. There, dominance established.
Or so he thought.
“Light, I love you, Byran al’Korwyn…” Wait. Stop right there. You’re
a bloody ninny, you know that? A woman professes her love to you in some
dank alleyway, and all you can do is thrust your hips in response?
His mind continued to taunt him, but the man knew it to be true. It was
rough. It was harsh. Oh Light, it was spectacular! Through the haze, he
was mindful of her throat – That’s silly, you Healed her! – but
left no other portion of her body untouched. Well, as much as he could
reach anyhow. Byran’s body did not respond more to Iris’ touch than it
had before, yet he was far more virile now that she spoke. As if those
words had spurned… something forth. Most definitely something, judging
by the way his knees sagged, stone and gravel biting in to his flesh as
they slid down against the building. Finished, in the typical manner of
men, right?
Oh no. He was just getting warmed up.
The drink had an awful effect upon his equilibrium; it felt like the land
was lower than it truly was, offering him a teeth-jarring fall that he
cushioned Iris from as much as possible. Though it did offer a few delightful
new maneuvers to add to their escapades. It also had a way of jarring
one’s mind back to the task at hand, drowning away the revelers for the
Sunday celebrations. Without a mind to even try and pull their bodies
back up to a standing position, Byran rocked Iris on the tops of his thighs,
hands roaming in earnest as if he were a boy and virgin once again. It
was as if he were a man possessed by this point in time, unable to get
his fill of the woman that had her legs wrapped about him. He wanted to
take her, make her his, but not here. First in the Shienaran ‘spring’,
and now in a moist and dark alleyway in Baerlon. It didn’t seem right.
But, ever the gentleman, Byran was not about to leave Iris crying with
want and need. She always seemed so receptive to his touches; perhaps
it was because of how she grew up, rarely being satisfied in the way she
desired. Using the knowledge he had gained of her body, he tweaked and
caressed, nibbled and stroked his way down her frame. Well, as much as
he could in this state of… duress, shall we say? Yes, duress, judging
by the high pitched whimpers that Iris was beginning to use. She was quiet,
but the hitched breaths gave a whistling that apparently even she could
not quell. Locking lips with her, Byran wrapped an arm about her small
waist, drawing them into a bone wrenching embrace, just as his free hand
meandered down between their hips. Right above their joining, fingers
exploring the sensitive folds of her womanhood, he found exactly what
he sought. One stroke…
Before Byran knew it, his world had exploded in a flash of light.
Regaining his better senses, he looked toward Iris and laughed a little,
brushing a few braids away from her face in an attempt to fix the image
she normally kept up. It wasn’t quite working, judging by the quiet laughs
that kept coming. “You, my dear, look like you’ve just had a tumble in
the hay.” The words were slow and deliberate, but steady enough. Pausing,
he took a good look at their surroundings and decided to amend that. “Or
in an alleyway.” What in the Light had possessed them to stop here,
of all places? Refraining from a slightly inebriated giggle, Byran helped
Iris readjust her dress until it returned to its former position, laces
done up, and her skirts settled. With his trousers up and belt fastened,
the sword placed just-so upon his hip, the man had the temerity to rake
a hand through his previously well-ordered hair and grin.
Then he was pressing her against the wall, all sheepishness aside. It
wasn’t quite the rough play they had just enjoyed, but a gentle caress
and a tender touch placed just so. When Byran kissed Iris this time, it
was affectionate and generous, a languid display as his tongue swept along
her teeth and twined with hers. A kiss that left them breathless for a
myriad of reasons, a sensation coursing through Byran’s mind that he was
unsure of. He liked Iris; that was readily apparent. But did he love
her? Light, did he even know what love felt like? Whatever it was, at
this very instant, he was certain he did not wish to see Iris go.
“Me too…” Let her chew on that! Grinning like the fool he was known
to be, Byran stole a quick kiss before stepping back just far enough to
prevent their bodies from coming into contact. He was feeling… catty.
In accordance, his next words were a slight challenge, holding a more-than-teasing
note. “Last back sleeps next to the wall!” Hoping to throw the woman off
guard, it was another kiss. Mind-blowing, tender and loving, one that
even shook his knees.
Loping off into the night on unsteady legs, Byran laughed, knowing he
would let her catch up with him. But it might be fun.
Iris
“Me, too,” the man said with a mischievous grin. Before Iris had the chance
to recuperate from confusion after the aptly aimed blow, Byran had stolen
a kiss. “Last back sleeps next to the wall!” Apparently he wanted to keep
everything a competition, whether sex or something as childish
as a race. Iris’s nature must have rubbed off on him, for she could not
remember the man ever being so daring and playful. She could only blame
it on the drink. He dashed from the shadows of the alleyway into the street,
turning to verify that Iris was following before taking the competition
seriously.
Did he honestly think that Iris would leave him bereft of competition,
let alone allow him to win? The former was not an option, though the Arafellin
had to admit she was considering the latter. After all, Byran was pathetically
drunk; he couldn’t hold his alcohol half as well as she could. For all
his blustering about his low lifestyle as a miner here in Baerlon, Iris’s
home had literally been a common room – if in anything, the woman beat
him there. Besides, intoxicated or not, only a man could be so foolish
that a competition was necessary all the time. It didn’t help that the
pair of them were both drunk enough that running without collapsing was
nearly impossible.
Even so, Iris stumbled from the darkness with a half-grin on her face.
The alcohol made her moody enough that she could cry one moment and grin
with tears in her eyes the next; she couldn’t keep track of herself for
anything. Byran was a few paces ahead of her, but one burst of speed caught
her flying up behind him in moments – and toppling over him the next.
Even in this stupor, Iris was aggravated with endless competitions, and
the only way she could think to gain them an even victory was to knock
them over halfway to the finish line.
Now, at least, there was very little of intimacy about the pair of them;
they had had enough of that in the alleyway. At least, that’s what Iris
told herself, until Byran kissed her and she found herself responding
every bit as fervently. Raucous laughter echoing from other revelers were
enough to knock Iris to her senses, enough so that she abandoned her perch
atop the other Asha’man. She brushed herself off with crimson in her cheeks,
ignoring Byran’s grin and teasing jibes. “Oh, shut your bloody trap,”
she snapped, not unkindly. “Let’s just get back to the inn. I’m starting
to feel a little queasy,” Iris grumbled, “and I don’t want to spew my
supper in the middle of the street like the common folk.” Light, she really
had turned into an elitist. She was certain it was the White Tower
that had done it to her.
She was quite the female to play off Byran’s Healer side like that, but
the ploy had its intended effect. Byran’s expression immediately turned
to one of concern as he moved forward to wrap an arm around her waist,
pressing her snugly against his side. It was like he feared she would
fall and hurt herself; at the moment, Iris was far more worried about
his health than her own. She used the close contact as a means
to lend him her support, albeit silently and unobtrusively. At least he
wasn’t teasing her anymore – Iris couldn’t abide that.
They approached and entered the inn; it was filled with the same din of
festivity as earlier, though it had toned down somewhat. The pair was
treated with the same open-armed welcome as they had been earlier, for
all Iris’s caustic remarks. The Andoran immediately started for the stairs,
but Iris steered him towards one of the tables, pleading that her stomach
had settled and that she wouldn’t dare to sleep until she had a gut full
of water. She had drank enough to beware the dehydrating effects alcohol
had on one’s system. She ordered both of them a pitcher of the inn’s coldest
water – Byran made noises about how he wouldn’t mind another mug
of ale, but Iris severely doubted that.
For the moment, the pair was silent. The inn’s entertainment, the quiet
bittern in the corner, provided a neat distraction from conversation.
Iris couldn’t be bothered to find something to talk about, anyway. Her
thoughts kept returning to Byran’s ambivalent phrase from previously –
his “me, too” – as her mind could not connect his reasoning. She would
not admit to him that she hadn’t the faintest clue what he’d meant, and
additionally, she didn’t want to think about what her mind was suggesting.
She didn’t even want to think about what she had said, let alone the connotations
of her words.
What had made Iris so foolish as to tell him that she loved him?
She hadn’t loved anyone for quite some time; she’d thought she’d gotten
over that childish inclination after the various unsavory episodes that
had been the result of her wayward emotions. She had kept her emotions
on a tight leash ever since, and though sometimes she’d had to question
the sanity of her form of self-protection, it always proved itself both
necessary and efficient. Besides, time had faded her recollection of that
tempestuous feeling to the point that she wasn’t sure she had ever experienced
it, and she was damn sure that she wasn’t experiencing it now,
and certainly not with Byran. Or at least, that’s what she thought.
But were thoughts ever completely accurate? The woman cast a suspicious
glance at her partner; when he took notice, she turned her attention to
her mug as if it had been her focus all along. Iris wouldn’t give Byran
the satisfaction of knowing that he was the center of her thoughts at
the moment.
Perhaps she was deluding herself. She leaned back in her seat, blessing
alcohol for dulling sensations to the point that she could not feel the
chair’s indubitable discomfort. Maybe she did love him. Of course,
such routes were seldom beneficial; Iris had long since learned first
hand the harm suspicions caused a potential relationship. If she told
herself that she thought she loved him, then soon enough, her mind would
revolve around the thought until it seemed the only truth. Later, she
would recognize she had been infatuated or something similar; love would
never have entered the situation. It was thoughts like those that brought
about the inevitable downward spiral that led to a romance’s demise.
Then again, obsessing about it like this wasn’t any good, either. Iris
sighed and downed the rest of her liquid. She forced Byran to do the same,
saying she wanted him and a bed right that moment, and aided him in plodding
up the stairs. She didn’t dare admit to herself that he was aiding her,
as well. An interminable amount of flights later, they opened the door
and giggled at the quiet room. Clothes fell to the floor quickly and messily;
Iris had every intention of taking advantage of the fact that she was
away from home and that someone else would have to clean up after her.
Light, she hadn’t had that since…well, ever.
She started to allow Byran to slip the shift from her shoulders, but before
he could, she paused, stilling his hand at the narrow strap on her shoulder.
“Byran?” she questioned, ashamed that she was already feeling hesitant.
“What did you mean by that comment?” She could only be referring to one.
Byran al'Korwyn
Water?
Why in the Light was Iris going on about having to drink water before
sleeping? Wondering if his insides would burst from all the liquid he
had consumed this evening, Byran doggedly refused. Right up until she
gave him that glare she was so bloody good at. Not being much in the mood
to argue, or do anything actually, he acquiesced to her wishes, if only
to stave off the dagger-eyed and tight lipped expression he was receiving.
But it did not end there either.
Being coerced into drinking some of the oddly refreshing ice cold water
– how in the Light did they chill it so? – he settled back into his chair.
Contentment pranced through his mind, even if it was not worn openly upon
his hard features. Occasionally, the pair would receive a glance, or excite
comment, considering the pins at their collars. Or perhaps it was all
the black garments, and a sword at Byran’s waist. Anymore, he neglected
to use the weapon, which was curious. Well, it made him curious in this
inebriated state. Why hadn’t he continued on with furthering his skills
as a swordsman? Right now, he was little better than any Soldier that
had been training, and only the years he had used the weapon gave him
that slight advantage. Almost a depressing thought.
Shaking himself away from that tangent, Byran glanced toward Iris. For
just a moment, he would have claimed that she had been studying him, but
that was preposterous. Tilting the tankard of water, it flowed down his
gullet in a satisfyingly cool fashion; moments later, the empty mug was
set upon the roughly hewn table. Now with Iris wishing to retire, he was
all too happy to accompany her. Perhaps it was for the physical nature
in which the shared or maybe the companionship she offered him, even if
the woman gave him the rough side of her tongue more often than not. Linked
arm in arm, the pair meandered up a number of stairs, causing him to count
along the way. Losing the number once it had passed twenty, Byran was
grateful that they had reached the room in which Master Cuthner had proclaimed,
his feet feeling leaden.
With a number of giggles, the drunken duo began to shed their clothing;
Byran even helped with the laces of Iris’ dress, even though his fingers
fumbled more often than not considering his state of mind. Coat shucked
and tossed aside, shirtsleeves and sword belt went next, laid about in
a haphazard fashion in their small room. The bed was not particularly
large; nor was it small. A coincidence, it had to be, for the furniture
looked just right for a pair of lovers snuggling up together after a long
day. Shaking his head, Byran’s fingers ran along Iris shoulders, enjoying
the way her flesh pimpled at his unexpected touch. Plucking the small
strap that hung upon her shoulder, he began to slide the shift from Iris’
frame, before the inevitable happened.
The woman spoke.
“Byran?” Her hand upon his, it was not as if he could continue on without
appearing the fool in this situation. Nor would he ever be insistent with
her; not if unless Iris reciprocated the act. He allowed her to lead in
their little forays, harboring the vain hope that it created a sense of
safety for her. “What did you mean by that comment?” This gave him pause,
hand nearly faltering at the woman’s shoulder. Byran had to search his
mind wildly, though it all seemed hazy, wondering what she was referring
to. Then it struck him. Me too…
Oh, that.
“I meant,” he began slowly and deliberately, leaning forward to place
gentle kisses along the back of Iris’ neck and along her shoulders, “just
what I said.” Well, that was true of the man, though he hardly replied
in his typical fashion. She hardly seemed appeased by this answer, judging
by the fashion in which Iris began to crane her neck backward, eyeing
him suspiciously. Sighing, Byran knew he was not going to be able to escape
from this unscathed, so he continued on. In his own fashion, of course.
Shushing Iris with a finger to her lips, he instead carried on with his
gentle ministrations, creating a trail of soft kisses between her shoulder
blades as his fingers tugged the shift downward. The actions were languid
and unhurried, enjoying the scent and taste of his partner in crime. Once
the silk shift had dropped to the floor, forming a puddle of material
about Iris’ feet, he helped her step out of it and into bed. His own clothing
was off in a flash; it would have been removed more quickly if she had
not insisted upon helping him with his belt. Taking it all stoically,
if a bit impatiently, Byran crawled beneath the covers without bothering
to extinguish the single candle that had been lit for their use. Honestly,
he doubted he could have even seized saidin at this point; his
mind was still far too fogged for an attempt.
“I meant,” Byran said quietly once they had positioned themselves; Iris
with her head upon his chest, and his arm wrapped about her, fingertips
drawing aimless patterns across the woman’s back. “Just what I said. ‘Me
too.’” That hardly helped the situation any. Using his free hand, Byran
tilted Iris’ chin upward so he could look at her properly. Nor did it
harm anything that he was now able to kiss her full, pouting lips as well.
“I care for you a great deal, Iris…” The words almost sounded reluctant,
but they were deliberately forced out in a husky voice, quite the contrast
to his usual gruff and gravelly tones. “It is just that…” Frowning, he
shook his head in the slightest. It wasn’t coming across properly, even
if Iris was open and listening with unabashed interest. It had to be the
drink.
“I do not wish to foul this up,” he decided aloud, stroking her cheek
with an idle hand. “But I do care for you, Iris.” Now the statement
was forceful, his gaze driving the point home as if he were admonishing
an unruly Soldier. Then it was a sudden switch, Byran hugging Iris warmly
to his chest and delivering a kiss that would have made him weak-kneed
if he had been standing. “Now, sleep,” he quietly commanded, lips quirking
into a grin that could have rivaled Poettre in that moment, drawing Iris’
eyelids closed gently with kisses. “Sleep…”
And, if they were lucky, neither of them would remember this come morn.
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